I would be a liar and hypocrite if I say I'm indifferent to everything that has happened I know just what I feel, I know how much is real But don't know how to define it How to solve it, to decide it, to get involved with So my dreams fade once more Can live without them, I can live without An odd and addicted love Replacing scars, I'm replacing scars Past screams out loud I'm not this crowd I'm trying to find myself Inside my weird own cell One heart is deep bleeding While other is laughing to me Sometimes what remains is hate Of my dear stubborn fate That gave me those memories And brought me insecurity I make mistakes, I know Don't need disapproval My ruins are only for me Nothing holds my intensity My real friends are so few It seems like I'm standing still I'm not who cast the stone But there're stones coming on me So my dreams fade once more Can live with out them, I can live without An odd and addicted love Replacing scars, I'm replacing scars Past screams out loud I'm not this crowd I know that I need money Not only for comfort but to have a plate of food And a blanket on cold nights To do what I like, work with what I love, feel peaceful when I risk And go where I want to be I would never put it over someone else or over my dreams I know that I need to have faith To know how to get up every time I fall To review all the evil that I can feel Not to get stuck at the triangle, the lost time, the past Not to feel sorry for myself To understand that it lives in me But I'm able to lose it with the rest I know that I need someone besides me Who knows what I want and understands what I need That has a sober imagination and knows We’re already born with daring That is truly and knows love is not a property I know what I need but I don't know where is it It’s not because of you but because of me If you want me alive, let me breath If you want me alive, respect me If you want more time, won't find in me If you want a lie, forget me