What do I do when everyone I love fades away Do I sit back and watch them deteriorate Do I look to the sky for some invisible sign The only certainty in life is death I won't waste my time on my knees Hoping for the best When the time comes And the sun has left your son I'll trade my soul away To see your smiling face To know that you're ok To know you feel no pain I'll give everything I'll give anything I remember the days when I thought I'd live forever An invincible ship Just pushing through bad weather But the rains were relentless And my grasp wouldn't hold So I sunk in the ocean And I embraced the cold I embraced the cold Then the tide came And I couldn't find the strength To push against the current To fight off the waves Another nameless sailor Falling victim to the sea Wasting my last breath cursing humanity I could have been so much more than the person You saw in me I let this life take the last of The good I had left Now I waste time on my knees Praying for the end Praying for the end