I don't know what to think of life When I try to revive my will to get up When down, I don't know how I'm supposed to cry When all I'm told is to smile I wish you would see my side of this crooked life of mine I pray I don't know what I'm thinking When I have all these sinking feelings Why can't I just sink When all these people always have me screaming? All of the voices in my head Are telling me to go crazy Going outside for breathing all air Always seems very scary Socialising is a skill That's always so very demanding Why can't people leave me all alone When I'm by myself crying? What's with all of these people Not minding their own goddamn business? Please, I beg, just let me cry all alone in With my feelings of sadness Stuck inside my comfort zone I'm too scared to try to open up I just want my thoughts second to none I hope I can share your love for the time you've spared Because I don't think I can bear the thought Of my tears to flow freely I don't know what I'm thinking When I have all these sinking feelings Why can't I just sink When all these people always have me screaming? All of the voices in my head Are telling me to go crazy Going outside for breathing all air Always seems very scary Socialising is a skill That's always so very demanding Why can't people leave me all alone When I'm by myself crying? What's with all of these people Not minding their own goddamn business? Maybe there's a chance for me To share all of my love to you I just hope that I can go out to make so many memories Maybe we can all go shopping or all go out to get ice cream Maybe not every single person is so super scary? My heart might sparkle after all of the constant endless trying Going outside my little zone is not always so easy But, in the end, it's always so worth it when I see you smiling Sure, the world might sometimes be harsh or dark and so terrifying But, in the end, it's always worth it to make memories with you!!