Here I am again, I'm a full grown woman Did everything that I thought that I wouldn't But my heart feels young and my brain feels old And my back hurts way too often, mm Now I'm off my feet and on my knees My boyfriend says that he's just way too good for me But he's so evil, he's so mean My girlfriend hates that I act like she's just make-believe They wouldn't understand how complicated I can make it I'm sedated every time we meet, but I see her on the street I guess it's fine, every time I should be making love, I'm not But I want everyone and everything So I go-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh I want contro-oh-oh-ol I'll give it all to make me whole But then I have nothing No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh I'm all in so-oh-oh-oh It's all my fault, I should've known But then I have nothing Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh I want contro-oh-oh-ol I'll give it all to make me whole But then I have nothing No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh I'm all in so-oh-oh-oh It's all my fault, I should've known But then I have nothing This new type of love just isn't for me I can't belong to somebody This new type of love just isn't for me 'Cause I want everyone and everything But then I have nothing