Where do I begin I'm braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim You told me that you'd kill him if he touch me once again But you're as bad as him For every finger that he lifted I have memories you twisted and recitals that you missed Broken knees you never kissed And I told my therapist She said there's still a little girl in me you're holding by the wrist And she and I can coexist For I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists So this town ain't big enough for both of us And I don't have the strength to take control of us I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it I wonder if you'd like me if things were different If I wasn't who I am and insignificant I only wish you could have left her out of it She's never done a thing without a doubt of it And she needs me more than anything She still has both your wedding rings I love you both but once in a while I'd love the chance to be the only child 'Cause everyone needs something all the time This town ain't big enough for both of us And I don't have the strength to take control of us I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it And I forgive you but I still remember all of it If you ask me what this song's about I'll lie 'Cause I don't have the strength to not deny And I still want you to love me deep inside And I still need your approval though I try This town ain't big enough for both of us And I don't have the strength to take control of us I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it And I forgive you but I still remember all of I still remember all of it