Behind your back a cold surprise In favor of the third degree I took a breath and took the knife No, I won't defend the killer in me And I wanted to but couldn't die I know you know what that's been like Never backed down only fell down in blinding light You pinned me under evening's glow Didn't count on you But you counted all day You're breaking every rule I'm breaking down on every corner No, healing isn't easy But when you look at me, I'm lifted high up Higher than my rain clouds Sitting on the mountain, now I'm high up Never wanna come down When you look at me, I'm lifted Blue skies are all I see when Your eyes are locked on me, I'm high up Never wanna come down High up So when I met my darkest hour A traitor to the bleeding night You saw me cowered in the corner And offered me a second chance Now every night I wrestle love Didn't know that it could hurt this much I count to 3 and take the jump And never really hit the ground Didn't count on you But you counted all day You're breaking every rule I'm breaking down on every corner No, healing isn't easy But when you look at me, I'm lifted high up Higher than my rain clouds Sitting on the mountain, now I'm high up Never wanna come down When you look at me, I'm lifted Blue skies are all I see when Your eyes are locked on me, I'm high up Never wanna come down High up