[Guccihighwaters] Side note, P.S.: I'm not sober It's not a part of my big plan to be older She wanna know my secrets Bullet with your name on it, let me be the reason Let my brain explode Watch them fly, let the memories unfold You better bury me with gold 'Cause if not I'ma rot all alone Rot all alone, I stay locked in my home I only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned I don't smoke that shit my brain too fucked up If I could I would, I always seem to have the worst luck Anxiety embedded in my bones When I turned 10, man, I always felt alone Nine years later you know I'm still floating Above the rough ocean, treading in emotions Sipping on the potion, I plan to turn my ghost in I will fade away, no one ever fucking knows me [9TAILS] Side note, P.S.: I would go back To the scenes I keep seeing in my flashbacks On the nights when I dream, it never makes sense Cross the line and hurry back like I'm defense Breathe swallow air then I dive in the deep end Calmer under water, love when everything is silent Seeing faces even when I'm not dreaming Tell me are they real, I really hope that you can see them Side note, P.S.: I'm not sober It's not a part of my big plan to be older She wanna know my secrets Bullet with your name on it, let me be the reason Let my brain explode Watch them fly, let the memories unfold You better bury me with gold 'Cause if not I'mma rot all alone