I'm sitting here and I don't know what to do I think about the world and a lot about you It's so easy to be alone It's so hard to have a good friend by your side I remember days with my best friends We had fun, we had a place But they went to another world Now I'm sitting here and know that it's hard to have a friend All my memories are spinning around And all my brothers left me and I, I'm feeling down All my memories guiding me through And my lonelyness seperates myself from you I'm feeling sorry and I'm feeling weak About the relationship that we had My pain is real and I'm so ill That we lost each other in such a fucking way You were my best friend, that was okay But you never stand under such a big pressure Tell me why, just tell me why I have survived and you escaped from my side