Always been alone, wish I could call my mommy Wrap me like a doll and just drive me home Left out in the cold, where is everybody? Thought there'd be something at the end of the road If I screamed, would you hear it? If I bled out, would you feel it? And I know I should just let it go But it's sewn in with a red thread The grime under my nail beds There's nowhere else that I could go Oh hey, I'll celebrate my pain Like ashes in a vase Won't let it fade away And hold my hand and walk me slow I'm scared to cross the road Won't let it fade away Fade, fade away Fade, fade away Fade, fade away I get down on my knees, a self-serving religion Could I spend the night in my childhood home? The sheets would be warm, my feet would hang over Wouldn't be the same, but at least it'd be close If I screamed, would you hear it? If I bled out, would you feel it? And I know I should just let go Mmm, but it's sewn in with a red thread The grime under my nail beds And there's nowhere else that I could go Oh hey, I'll celebrate my pain Like ashes in a vase Won't let it fade away Oh, hold my hand and walk me slow I'm scared to cross the road Won't let it fade away I've run my feet bloody to the bone A little girl in a woman's coat She's always there, crying with the door closed Fade, fade away Fade, fade away Fade, fade away