One, two, one-two-three-four Okay, it's 5:30 AM Alarm tellin' me to get up, make friends My mind tellin' me to not trust Satan He'll give you the world but you still feel vacant Say I'm strong but I lied, 'cause I still feel weak Play pretend with my eyes 'cause I cannot speak Who am I to disguise how my feelings deep, deep, deep? What if I lose it all Tryna figure out where I'm supposed to be? What if I choose to fall? Will it mess Your path and Your plans for me, 'cause What's this little life without problems? I keep it goin' and forget that I got 'em It's just me alone, I don't know who else to solve 'еm It feels like these changе like the leaves in the autumn I'm afraid I'll mess it up Waste it all and lose Your trust How I fall away so many times but You still call me son? Put my faith up in the One Know the enemy will come But this word my loaded, uh But this word my loaded gun, gun, gun 'Cause I don't wanna mess it up My chains stay on, not gettin' up The weight just makes me throw my love away, away, away The winds and waves may come but I know the one who holds the sea Sometimes it's so hard to trust, remind myself to believe Spirit, come on down, I need Your love, heart on my sleeve Tell myself I'm fine, so I just put this song on repeat What if I lose it all Tryna figure out where I'm supposed to be? What if I choose to fall? Will it mess Your path and Your plans for me, 'cause What's this little life without problems? I keep it goin' and forget that I got 'em It's just me alone, I don't know who else to solve 'em It feels like these change like the leaves in the autumn I'm afraid I'll mess it up Waste it all and lose Your trust How I fall away so many times but You still call me son? Put my faith up in the One Know the enemy will come But this word my loaded, uh But this word my loaded gun, gun, gun