They say I’m off the deep end But I don’t care, I never learned to swim I went to war with all my inner demons But killing me is just the same as killing them I really thought that I could play the game I really thought that I could solve the mystery Is it all for nothing? I’m running out of energy Is anybody hearing me? I spent some time with my depression Just to learn it’s all a state of mind A state of mind I guess I choose to live with the infection And hope the fevеr finally breaks before my spirit doеs I really thought that I could win the game I really thought that I could solve the mystery Is it all for nothing? I’m running out of energy Is anybody hearing me? Know that you push and you pull and you ache and you bleed ’til the end of your days Now you keep pushing and pulling and aching and bleeding until you decay Until you decay I really thought that I could beat the game I really thought that I could solve the mystery Is it all for nothing? I’m running out of energy Is anybody hearing me? All for nothing I keep pushing endlessly Maybe there’s a victory to be won