Alone in this room The fear in my heart Makes me think about how I don't know you And I want you so much That it makes me sad One of my biggest mistakes was falling in love with you I do not want to say That I'm not saying is true Why we never talk But I feel like I already know you I am my father's child, I will love you and abandon you In fact, I hate everybody except for you It's like missing you And not need you What should I do I love you so But I will have to leave you But when I think it's all over Feelings return in the worst part of the night And then I realize Nothing is right It's fucking lie Baby, every time I imagine my future It's with you by my side And we are in love and happy And I no longer need to write in the dark I thinking about you all this time A feeling that burns inside Was New Jersey just another one of your fucking lies? I am my father's child, I will love you and abandon you In fact, I hate everybody except for you It's like missing you And not need you What should I do I love you so But I will have to leave you But when I think it's all over Feelings return in the worst part of the night And then I realize Nothing is right It's a fucking lie