Try not to wake me up, cause I don't feel too good I’m tired of miracles and being so understood Let’s all be difficult and never try too hard Let’s all be critical of those who show their heart If this sounds typical then congratulate yourself I’m proud I'm miserable but don't tell anyone because I’m breaking down Maybe I’m just lost they said Maybe I’m just tired or dead inside Something’s wrong with me Maybe that’s just how I am Maybe I’m a mess and I ain’t gonna change So tired of being old and feeling cold and numb So tired of being told I'm acting young and dumb I’m not as quick to say that I wish I could quit I gave up on giving up and lost myself a bit trying to be a ghost I don’t wanna be here I don't wanna be there I don't wanna be anywhere I don’t wanna be here I don't wanna be there Save your breath because I don't care Hold your breath we may need the air I write the bastard songs, they make me feel alive I like the saddest songs and pretending I’m alright But maybe its just me Or maybe I’m just fine with it Finally proud to live inside my own skin Maybe that’s just who I am Maybe I’m a mess Maybe I’m just lost they said Maybe I’m just tired or dead inside Something’s wrong with me? Maybe that’s just how I am Maybe I’m a mess Baby, that’s just how I am, I am just a mess And I don't wanna change