I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to I wish my lungs didnt hurt but they sure do Every time I breathe im reminded of How none of this will ever work Ive been talking to molly And I think im realizing That nothing ever stays the same No matter how bad you want it Not the way that your hand fits mine Not the way that our bodies intertwine Woven together like that cardigan We found at that garage sale last summer Its a bummer, cuz you wont ever know How much this means to me There is no montauk just a repose Am I burying the ghost As my nights spill into mornings And I wake up fucking soaked In everything I think I need And all the people I miss the most Do you remember when we drove down glenlord And as the sky lit up, I screamed out I love you It turned out to be just snow lightning But the sentiment remains the same I think id rather die with you