Amoeba I destroyed you to protect you from all the things I never want to be. I ruined you so I could ruin me. No guilt, no sympathy for me. Self destruction never seemed so beautiful. Anesthesia only hides what won't die. I never climbed so high. But I only had further to fall. I never asked myself why. I never gave it any thought at all. I need to separate, to divide, Before I take you down with me. Perhaps I'm too sick to pray, or not sick enough to. It's too late for me. There's nothing I can do to save you from me. Forget everything you are and forgive me.