It's 5 AM, I'm laying with you on my own Been trying to sleep, but I can hear all of my broken bones Anxiety is making breathing pretty difficult Though I could fix myself, I guess I'm terminal I'm the ghost, you're the grave, I'm the hole, you're the spade I'm the one wasting space, you're the one who got away Sending my feelings to your phone, even though nobody's home I'm the one wasting space, I fade away I'm sorry that I hurt you, I didn't mean to do that I just have too much shit on my mind Now I can't even fucking think straight, losing all the week days I've been feeling weak as hell inside I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do Wish you'd have told me from the start that I was nothing to you Now I'm bleeding, yeah, I'm bleeding And it feels good, yeah, it feels good Heart on my sleeve, and I've been shivering these nights alone Just spending every second wishing you were here to hold Not gonna' lie to you, it's kind of getting difficult To be the only one awake at 5 am alone I'm backing up into your driveway, thinking about what I'll say The sight of you has got me so uptight Now I can't even fucking think straight, watching as my heart break Praying as I look into your eyes I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do Wish you'd have told me from the start that I am nothing to you And I'm bleeding Yeah, I'm bleeding I'm sorry that I hurt you, I didn't mean to do that I just have too much shit on my mind Now I can't even fucking think straight, losing all the week days I've been feeling weak as hell inside I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do Wish you'd have told me from the start that I was nothing to you Now I'm bleeding, yeah, I'm bleeding And it feels good, yeah, it feels so good Ooh, oh-oh, yeah Feels so good Ooh, oh-oh, yeah I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do Wish you'd have told me from the start that I was nothing to you Now I'm bleeding, yeah, I'm bleeding And it feels good, yeah, it feels so good