Fainting and vanishing To a rhythm of a heartbeat Borderline and near the edge Slow and firm grip Cool and lifeless Patiently parting the world in two I've never said anything meaningful Timeless and true My game was silence I am but a grain of sand But nonetheless eternal Not the lack of direction But of understanding The strain in me Another train into A temporary death in me Linear sequence of choice points The circle of my history The feelings prevail Control now Lost on its way Like a tear in the rain The instant of my purity No excuses, no solutions Only the helplessness Before this all ends I want her to know Just how much I love her