It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy You win, suck, lose, suck, I don't need to prove, nothing Every time I think how far I've come I still get goosebumps New blood, drawn from every cut on me that you've done But I would never lose touch, I love the pain too much My mind is always bugging, yeah, I think I need to fumigate Every time I take a hit my thoughts start to ruminate Accumulate I'm talking to myself just like her Q&A I'm paranoid with everyone around I don't know who to blame Old friends, new friends it's hard to spot the enemy I can feel the envy in the room just like an entity Anxiety strickens me a product of my empathy I keep my circle smaller 'cause I need to protect my energy It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy Go away, go away before I really go insane I keep my feelings stowed away Afraid to overtake and go astray and float away I hide it with a poker face My chest is like an open grave I'm colder than a frozen lake 'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah I got dirt on people but they act like I don't know, yeah I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat All it takes is one post, watch' em fall like dominoes Elevate, elevate Sink below to test your fate I don't talk to God but if I did I'd set the record straight I don't need a single thing from anybody anyway I just need to medicate and watch my soul elevate It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy It's been a long time since I had some clarity I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying I got trauma that I'm burying I think I need some therapy It's been a long time since I had some clarity It's been a long time since I had some clarity