I wake up to the weight of despair The silence echoes, nobody cares Chasing dreams that slip through my hands In this hollow world, no one understands I’ve fought my demons, I’ve bled my soul But every wound just takes its toll What’s the use of this endless fight? I’m lost in shadows, I can’t find the light I'm so fucking tired of life Each breath feels like a knife Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain Wondering if I’ll break these chains I'm so fucking tired of life Searching for meaning in this endless strife With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight Just want to fade into the night The laughter around me feels so far away A distant echo of a brighter day I wear a smile, but it’s just a disguise While the darkness consumes, and hope slowly dies I’m trapped in a maze with no way out A whisper of doubt is all I can shout The silence is heavy, it drags me down In this lonely battle, I wear the crown I'm so fucking tired of life Each moment feels like a strife Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain Wondering if I’ll break these chains I'm so fucking tired of life Searching for meaning in this endless strife With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight Just want to fade into the night But deep inside, the darkness prevails Hope’s a shipwreck, lost in the gales Maybe one day, I’ll silence this scream And slip away into a forgotten dream Forgotten dream I'm so fucking tired of life Each moment feels like a strife Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain Wondering if I’ll break these chains I'm so fucking tired of life Searching for meaning in this endless strife With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight Just want to fade into the night But deep inside, the darkness prevails Hope’s a shipwreck, cuts deeper than a knife In the shadows, I’ll quietly dwell A broken soul in a living hell