We've had a lot of twists and turns You obstructed me piece by piece Today this feeling aligns with your false voice and courtesy You experimented on me as an experiment To then stand out as a guinea pig A drop of water fell from the sky to show How brave I was to try to knock out your heart Instead, I was the loser for your cosmic love You promised me that we would be bigger than all the planets in the world We were unbeatable together in the darkness But cosmic love was all you took from me Cosmic love was all you destroyed from me The only pleasure you had in me was to destroy I'm very miserable for saying this I must deserve every word you said about me A use for your games that I can be! You like him, but you don't know how to show it Maybe I lost my purpose that night you poisoned me with your poison I hope God protects me from this person who is a big fake In my embroidered and tormented dreams Instead, I was the loser for your cosmic love You promised me that we would be bigger than all the planets in the world We were unbeatable together in the darkness But cosmic love was all you took from me Cosmic love was all you destroyed from me The only pleasure you had in me was to destroy I act like every day is my birthday to get a smile To take a smile off my face that was taken away two years ago I keep trying and being I act like every day is my birthday to get a smile To take a smile off my face that was taken away two years ago I keep trying and being young and learning everything or more About a secret love that would never give life for anyone, anyone Only cosmic love would give me death instead of life What you would never give me What you would never give me What you would never give me Only cosmic love Only cosmic love would give me death instead of life