My fears were lurking in the attic All my life they were wandering around Trying to find salvation All in violence Running away seems so hard Oh, Father, I'll accept who you are For I can do nothing To change my past Fever hit me every night Unbearable burn in my mind I couldn't find a way I was drowning as a child Inside my mother's belly Time was ticking backwards I was running for my life The attic was the only safe place To keep them alive Until the day they escaped And conquered me like cancer Love, I was in pain I was so afraid I've felt enough of this sickening war