Dear diary I've been so weary So now I write my life's epilogue 'Cause once I am done writing That tall hill I'll be climbing I'll take a leap and fade into the fog Hopeless paranoid Heavy rain from high It's been my longtime ally Hiding my tears since long ago By my last walk in wail I don't mind mud, thorns or gale For this dirt won't follow me to wherever I'll go Consumed by the void Standing on the edge Honoring my own pledge To do what it takes to get rid from this weight But when gales turned to breeze I got down on my knees There was something telling me to wait Maybe I shouldn't be staring down this knoll Instead should stare at the horizon Straight to the whole I'm witnessing the dawn A new morning was drawn A brighter sunlight came along It eased all that ache It made my spirit shake It gives this hope and I, this song Swans brought this message during their flying stroll Whose phrases dwelt inside my spirit Whose words embraced my soul Now I'm witnessing the dawn A new morning was drawn A brighter sunlight came along It eased all that ache It made my spirit shake It gives this hope and I, this song Feeling so strong Oh boy, I was so wrong Another shot I shall give There's more than this, I believe So much time to retrieve Just believe