Today I woke up screaming I can't believe it's true Not much left for crying For this childish fool I drift away from my pain Seventh frickin' time Mind in my delusion I believe I'm dry to cry I'm running my illusions As far as I can take Agony is falling But insanity's delayed I crucify my social life I'm makin' it for real Purify my ecstasy Can't believe it's truly me Caught up and drained, In the eye of the storm I'll fade away with the anger I hold My dreams are defined I can't find a place where I belong I'm lying to myself And it's weakening my sight Open my troubles wide But the feeling is not right I'll get away from my pain By talkin' to myself Waiting for my fears to break I have nothing more to share