How can I grow to be a better person if I change nothing in my life? Spewing forth good advice but never taking it myself Deaf to my own words Seconds spent stood still, looks like an eternity I drag me down I awake, eyes glued shut Mental fog begins to roll in I must emerge from this haze Smothering my internal voice Clock resets, starts again How much time's been wasted? I wonder if I could regain control With my own advice I was infatuated I need to find this intruder who's directive is to ruin The mistake was right in front of me The mistake was plain for everyone to see The mistake was not you underestimating me It was doubting myself How can I rise to cut the serpents head off if I cannot control myself? Self discipline, tame the lion burning deep within Harnessing my energy, not wasting it on negativity I had a feeling, that it was in me Not wanting to realize the importance of self-confrontation The mistake was right in front of me The mistake was plain for everyone to see The mistake was not you underestimating me It was doubting myself For everyone who's thought of ending it all For everyone who's thought of ending it all Know this one is for you Everything is for you Stand in my way, prepare to be defeated Inner strength, fall and rise again Stand in my way, prepare to be defeated Inner strength, fall and rise again Rise again!