that night when i said i loved you more than anything but not a word came out of your mouth an awkward silence arose from the heavens and tore us apart i tried wishing upon a glowing star but the star seemed to crash into the earth and stop my heart and stop time itself it seems the world just stopped spinning threw me off its axis into space to suffocate internally and i hear every single persons voice in my head all at once but yours is the loudest and the one that hurt the most yet you said nothing at all it feels like my ears are about to shatter from the insides and bleed out tears with my eyes closed i stretched out my hands and with my last breath i prayed to god i asked him to just let me go it wasn't so much the suffering it was how you shattered my heart like a flowered vase dropped from the tallest skyscraper but does it ever hit the ground you watch me break apart and you stand there laughing but inside you must be hurting you have to be every day you watch me break apart and you just stand there laughing but i know you're hurting inside you have to be what if i fell into the sea so softly and preciously somehow i wasn't destroyed on impact i couldn't face myself i couldn't face the world without you here you can't let go i can't let go