I was under the water When I opened my eyes Though my vision is blurry I can see your disguise You're broke and bored but you hide it You're smokin' weed like you like it And while I'm watching you withdraw respect You don't like the ways I know the ways that you project Birthday party in the backyard A tarot reader draws my card Guess I'm a tree with a brilliant destiny But there's something pulling out my branches I'm thinking I give you too many chances You say this is real love but you're wrong Cause I feel so much better when you're gone All the nights in New York don't add up When you say no man wants to work that much People ask me how you're doin' I just turn to self-soothin' Vodka water and a dry joke Should I tell 'em it's been two months since we really spoke And in a picture you got new shoes Just another way that I lose Just another way to keep me out Guess I'll never understand what you're really about You say this is real love but you're wrong Cause I feel so much better when you're gone All the nights in New York don't add up When you say no man wants to work that much I hear you got a new lady The one you used to call crazy She's quoting Jesus and you're saying it's for fun I want to tell her save her money and that she should run You say this is real love but you're wrong Cause I feel so much better when you're gone All the nights in New York don't add up When you say no man wants to work that much