It was the time of my life Seeing you in every room I walked in And I just might, need you like I am just a ghost that needs the haunting So I'm sorry that I called last night, I guess that I'm Still not used to not talking Apologize all the time Every line I write and every song, yeah Is that what you like? Go and hide? Knew that I Was never what you wanted It's not like we were ever fine, I lost you before you were even gone, yeah So I'm sorry that I called last night I guess that I'm still not used to not talking Oh, we're not talking But I have not been Picturing a life that you are not in Ah, ah In another life I was the one that you wanted I guess it's fine that you decided early on and I might've lied when I said I was gonna block him I'm not used to not talking I'm sorry that I called him I'm so tired of begging you for my pardon So many signs I know you gave, and I got them But how am I supposed to thrive without you watching I'm not used to not talking I'm sorry that I called him I'm sorry that I I'm sorry that I I'm sorry that I I'm not used to not talking I'm sorry that I called him