There's a lump in my throat the size of my secrets There's a bump in the road the same shape as me There's a place I could go, if only I could see it There are things I would know, if I wasn't me Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it How I'm not okay, and I overstep right to center stage, then I self medicate till there's nothing left, till the worries fade and Watch it shatter me, and it scatters me in a million places That's the funnything, that's the irony That it never changes Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Lost my mind, long ago Maybe you've seen it Lost the signs that I know Nobody else needs Can I call it out, can I shout it loud Can I turn the pages If I'm the one with the pen in hand How come I hate it How come I can't erase it Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it How I'm not okay, and I overstep right to center stage, then I self medicate till there's nothing left, till the worries fade and Watch it shatter me, and it scatters me in a million places That's the funnything, that's the irony That it never changes And it shatters me And it scatters me In a million places What if I believe Everything I think And I can't escape it Will it follow me Will it swallow me If I never shake it It's an energy Just in front of me What I never say, and Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah