I might, learn all the same lessons I cry, more than I may mention My life's an ongoing tension, living in suspension Why why Can't I seem to pay attention My mind's, worried what to make of my time Only have objections But with good intentions My, my I'm alright It's gonna be more in time It's gonna be more than fine I'll find it What if I dive in the water What if there's something I know Feels like I'm just getting older And I've been cutting it close What if there's something I'm wanting What if I gave it a go Feel like I'm just gettin tired of sayin I gotta go And I don't But I wanna wanna I wanna aim higher higher Too long standing on the sidelines Headstrong, me in every timeline Ask me if I need to jump need to run What if I might? What if I What if I dive in the water What if there's something I know Feels like I'm just getting older And I've been cutting it close But now I'm jumping in with my eyes closed But I think I'm doing it right, though Not convinced I'm someone I like, so I try not to say it out loud Hold my own ground While I'm stuck in these high lows Was never one to hold the right ropes Never one to take the high road But I think that I'm taking it now What if I dive in the water What if there's something I know Feels like I'm just getting older And I've been cutting it close What if there's something I'm wanting What if I gave it a go Feel like I'm just gettin tired of sayin I gotta go And I don't But I wanna, wanna I wanna aim higher, higher Been sayin that I gotta gotta So I need to try, yeah Try yeah