Well, I haven't slept in days Not a standard that I praise All the remedies they gave me don't seem to do much I could throw on a new face Hang with people that I crave Till I fall into a haze of disaster And I will sit, I will think Maybe this is just a dream But if it were Would I still be this uncontrollably burnt? Well, life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore) I could play, and drink, and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed With the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin' Let me break all the windows Just to get some airflow Let the dust rush in And I will ask, "is this the end?" Is this the end? Is this the end? Is this the end? No, I don't really go to parties I'd have to deal with all the hard things Socializin' and a guy jumped off the roof, into the pool But I could sneak out through the front door No one even said: Hi to me So I don't think they would care if I just disappeared 'Cause I'm feelin' like a burden, but I know that's my own problem Take a quick swim, catchin' feelings in the water Every time I make a call, I don't like the answer (the answer) And I will sit, I will think Maybe this is just a dream But if it were Would I still be this uncontrollably burnt? Well, life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore) I could play, and drink, and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed With the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin' Let me break all the windows Just to get some airflow Let the dust rush in And I will ask: Is this the end? Is this the end? Is this the end? Is this the end? Now I'm walkin' home in the moonlight crash The road signs tell me: Don't look back Thought I'd be fine till I saw that flash Take a glance at the sky and it's fallin' fast Pick me up in the car and I cry on the drive You tell me I look gorgeous even when I lie I say: Gee, thanks! Oh, what a guy You might be half-alright (But I know better than that) now I'm walkin' home in the moonlight crash The road signs tell me: Don't look back (Daylight's always a trap) said that I might lose myself Thank God they spersed into regret Well, life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore) I could play, and drink, and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed With the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin' Let me break all the windows Just to get some airflow Let the dust rush in And I will ask: Is this the end? Is this the end? Is this the end? Is this the end?