It's like somebody put a gun in my hand Told me to pull the trigger wherever it lands it lands It's like I'm beating my head up against the wall Bruised and burning my eyes can't see at all My indecision is my own decision Who are you to tell me that I'm wrong Unmotivated maybe a little jaded Who told you to put your words in my song? All this time I tried to put my feelings down deep inside Jumping up and down Jumping all around No one ever saw me fall But maybe things can be different but I haven't reached that point just yet Maybe you can change my mind and leave these things far behind me now First I'm up and then a second I'm down When am I ever gonna reach that middle ground?