And what about the things that I'm searching for And what about the things that you need And all the girls that I'm always Wishing for I believe they're all dead to me Everybody knows that I cannot sing But my singing is not for everyone Everybody knows that I had a friend And she kept me strong And when I tried to kill myself and bleed Dymonika helped me write just one more song We drank another bottle of whiskey I was never alone I know she was just another dragqueen But she could be any woman just to please me She stole my soul and my heart dymonika was here Dymonika was a friend of mine I pray for God to rest her mind Dymonika was a friend of mine I pray for God to heal my mind