Sometimes I want To go back to drugs To relive those moments I really miss those guys I became attached I really felt the friendship Now I'm 30 and sober No one remains Just the pain Dying alone Fuck, I need help! I've tried, I'm trying But nothing makes me leave The ground! Soon, I will be lying in The ground! Resting in peace I want to believe Once again I'm in the same situation Alone and hopeless, I'm building my own degradation I believed that it would be different with you But now I'm here, crying with my dependency You took everything from me, I'll never be the same The love that you pretended to give, hurts more than anything You burn my soul and bring me closer to death You're just another lie, and I'm still alone forever You were my crutch, but now I'm crawling And no addiction has been as bad Now I'm a destroyed man, and you've pushed me into darkness again