The light of day looks far, so far away I went to distant places Looking for something I couldn't find nowhere But inside my lonely heart Time runs, my tears drive me dump Now, look at my face I'll disguise a smile so good for you Even though I'm in pieces and fucked up Inside Forgotten, forsaken No hugs could bring shelter Forlorn, so alone My tears are carrying me on Mourning, I'm torning Sorry, is it my fault? I'm bearing my cross Oh my God If I'm the one to blame Just condemn me now Because this self judgement Is killing me slow Silently by day Loudly by night The light of day looks far, so far away I went to distant places Looking for something I couldn't find nowhere But inside my lonely heart Time runs, my tears drive me dump Now, look at my face I'm begging you this damn redemption It's about the time to find deliverance The shade of night looks near, so near here I met all the colors of shade Looking for something I couldn't find nowhere But inside my lonely heart Time runs, my tears drive me dump Now, look at my face I'm begging you this damn redemption It's about the time to find deliverance The shade of night looks near, it's inside of me I met all the colors of shade Looking for something I couldn't find nowhere But inside my lonely heart Time runs, my tears drive me dump Now, look at my face You'll meet the end For me And my Words Shade No more Bring hope I cry No more Pain