Picked up smoking 'cause I got bored I act surprised when my throat gets sore (All my fault, I know it's all my fault) Now my mouth tastes like my ex-boyfriend And I get sick from the smell of my hands (All my fault, I know it's all my—) I know what I want, don't want what I need That's my favorite rinse and repeat There's something 'bout a downfall, feels like home Just so comfy in my old clothes Thought that God was out to get me Turns out that I don't have faith Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly And there's no one else to blame (All my fault, I know it's all my—) My stomach is sick again, I let it sink in (All my fault, I hope it's not my—) Sipping on feedback from the way I was You'd think I'm in love with the ringing The best part is over, it never gets old I thought that God was, I thought that's God I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought Thought that God was out to get me Turns out that I don't have faith Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly And there's no one else to blame I get so dizzy playing make-believe Dress up, act like I'm not the enemy I know there's no one watching over me But still, I'm praying that the end won't be All my fault