try to catch the shadows throw my soul into deep blame the misty blue of sorrows everlasting flame try to catch the sun throw my mind into disdain wayfaring w/ contempt everlasting pain hold on to every moment before it dissapears to perception lead me sentimental inner fears dark mother - petrified tears are glaring dark mother - stigmatize my destiny dark mother - dreadful eyes are staring dark mother - you can't take my memory take a bath in my resistance sweet water burns the skin follow purity in trance memory's killing from w/in yearning is the darkest fashion a bitter slander's what I see hope is like staggering passion a golden sea of memory