I am standing on the edge - seemingly left control One step closer to the pain - stranded outside The experience of confusion - I now behold An outcast of my own society - pushed aside Nobody understands my suffering - alone out there State of a mindly confused being - going nowhere Emotional chaos at each moment - take a deep breath When starring into the abyss - the abyss stares back On the edge Unable to handle my weird thoughts - can't explain The mighty stream of life descends - down the drain Vanished into a cold grey mass - faded into emptiness My memories are decayed - left only nothingness On the edge