Another sunday afternoon I close the windows it's getting cold Recalling my agony I see I hurt you and made you cry Every thought is a thousand knives And each one will kill me inside Why is it so hard to say yes? If I could say the words I need you Cause I really really really do I could forget about the things I've done And give my life to you And if I ever go back again I know that you would stay By my side Through the end of my days As I'm floting around in this emotion That I can't describe It was only a fraction of my life When I chose to be alive You came from the sky And stroke me down Waked me up to realize That I was your child