I thought that I was special That's what I was told That I could make a difference And have it all controlled Sometimes I feel on my shoulders The weight of the world Just illusion Just confusion Reality is not what it seems Delusions make me blind Naïf belief in happiness is outside my mind Outside my mind If life is just like a dream Then please wake me up And open up my heart Where everything starts You are the rainbow in my sky I feel the rain going through my side You are color to my eyes And that's the sea and you're the shore Loneliness becomes a friend When the tears run dry I'll keep breathing when I'm scared Remember I'm alive I'm alive To raise above the pain one more Day to survive But that's just not enough That's just not enough Yea, yea, yea, yea Reality is not what it seems Illusions make me blind If life is just like a dream Then please wake me up And open up my heart Where everything starts You are the rainbow in my sky I feel the rain go through my side You are color to my eyes And that's the sea and you're the shore Don't leave me here in the rain To hear my cry For your help Why can't I see You here now Please stay with me And don't go away