Stitches, covering my failures Seeking, some recognition Somehow, I'm always rejected Just trying, to get connection But I'm getting tired of this luck Nothing ever really works And I'm always Fooled at my own plot Fuck it, it was too much I'm lying, I need it most All my wounds bleed at the same time And I can't hold it on for a refill All I ever wanted Was to be accepted just as everyone else But the plan was faulted Something in me wasn't the same All I ever wanted Was to be treated as another human being Nothing ever worked I guess it's time To quit and go my own way Living, in depression Just watching, my own refflection Doubting, where I missed Just asking, for salvation All their looks carved in my mind Raw disgust for what I am And I wonder What I've done Reaching, once again Then crashing, to my face All my being screams you are better But I can't quite convince into my self talk All I ever wanted Was to be accepted just as everyone else But the plan was faulted Something in me wasn't the same All I ever wanted Was to be treated as another human being Nothing ever worked And I guess it's time To quit and go back for Me, it's mine I've been doing this all this time Ok, alright Realizing that it wasn't in mind So sick and tired Of all the bullshit of everyone Say it out loud No need for anyone Free your mind You were always on your own Stay in line I know it gets really hard At the end you'll find You were better all alone