Distorted insanity Imbedded with misery This lonely life I live The control of what's to be Your love is what is what I feel This stained violation By the way my memories Disinfect this life from me Why not to my illusions? I reject conformity Your world of bleed deception Isolating man like me Here is my future nowhere I live and I wanna die Corrosion of illusions Disinfect me from this life Kill me, rape me, feel me, hate me Distorted sanity Imbedded with misery This life that I I live The control of what you feel Your love is what I feel This stained violation By the way my memories Disinfect this life from me Kill me, rape me, feel me, hate me Kill me, rape me, feel me, hate me Kill me, rape me, feel me, hate me