Patient, I am patient I am waiting for you dear I am counting up the moments spent Until I have you here And I am hoping I am wishing I am praying to my God That when I finally have you here That it’s still something that I want 'Cause I am tired of fighting Of holding what’s inside me IIt’s alrights and I'm so sorrys Yeah, the cycle’s never ending And I can’t fight the feeling That we are slowly sinking That our worlds are growing distant It’s getting hard for me to live in No, I don’t want to hurt you Want to leave you But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling Like we’re working And I can’t take one more second Of these eggshells that we’re walking This ain’t living But it’s nothing I would say It’s nothing I could change anyway Reckless I am reckless I'm just stupid for you, babe I am lucid when you’re gone And when you’re not it’s all a dream I get soft and I get easy I get lost inside your eyes It’s some sick kind of magic I forgive you every time But I am tired of charming Always getting what you want The crumbs of your heart They don’t sustain me It’s just enough to keep me waiting And I can’t fight the feeling We’re a bomb that’s always ticking A single nudge could fucking end it I'm so sick of being cautious No, I don’t want to hurt you Want to leave you But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling Like we’re working And I can’t take one more second Of these eggshells that we’re walking This ain’t living But it’s nothing I would say It’s nothing I could change anyway No, it’s nothing I would say It’s nothing I could change But you’re gonna watch me walk away No, you don’t know how to make me stay It’s nothing I would say It’s nothing I could change Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away 'Cause I am tired of caring About your feelings when you spare none Don’t want your love if it’s not consistent Never knowing where we’re standing And I can’t fight the feeling That we are slowly dying Like those flowers you always bought me All those insincere apologies No, I don’t want to hurt you Want to leave you But I can’t live with this sinking empty feeling Like we’re working And I can’t take one more second Of these eggshells that we’re walking This ain’t living But it’s nothing I would say It’s nothing I could change anyway