You were a call That I couldn't put down You stayed in my mind late into the night My dark passenger It's a war in my mind As you sharpen the blades I try to be good but it's not as good As being insane Could you tell me if I Have a chance to be free? 'Cause it burns every hour of every day Being me I've got pockets of ease I've got slides of decay Got a mind full of people that I once loved And betrayed I go looking for fear Down the alleys and homes It's a war in my mind but I can't shake off The joy in my bones Could you tell me if I Have a chance to be free? 'Cause I know I can love, I know that I'm doing More harm to me It's the flashbacks the blood It's an essential need I've gotta get back to the boy that was taken from me