Please move through me I need to feel your energy Existing between realities Needing you to notice me I m trying to outlive my memories I sometimes push through the ramparts with anger and pain I want you to see me and still want to stay Be firm with your guidance but don t talk down to me I can take what you re giving when it s given for free I don t need to be told that I need to be calm I ve been hearing that voice since I was six years old I am strong, I am present, I am gifted and sane I am trying to live on a much higher plane When you come home I ll be there waiting I ll be waiting there, sitting in my favorite chair Please honor me By living your life passionately Remember me on all-hollows eve Light a candle with tangerines Know that I am wearing my favorite clothes Know that I am smiling; know that you re not alone Hear whispering to you as you go to sleep Feel me stroking back your hair when you have bad dreams Forget the times when you felt bad I didn t understand Forget the things we said when we were angry or mad Know that I am proud of you, know that I loved Every single thing about you you think is all-wrong You are strong, you are patient, you re funny and bright Get through this loneliness by living your life But know and forever that I listen Know that I waited for you I ll be there waiting I ll be there waiting I ll be there waiting I ll be there waiting