Independence makes me sick. For a while it just didn't click that I had to be dependent. I want today to start with no delay, because today is my dependence day. Jesus please help me to stand up. I've tried, I've failed. I need you Holy Spirit to come and fill my cup right now. Please show me how to walk in your Spirit, and your voice I will hear and follow day to day. Deprevation of his love can suffocate the soul. Take a deep breath of his love, it makes you whole. I want today to start with no delay, because today is my dependence day.