As the dark waters flow before me Nothing but black depths Holding onto the pieces I cannot erase My vision of sin Eyes roll back as my ending begins Destined to die I was despised from seed Branded into bone, everything bleeds The ash flows on the winds of misery Blacking out all hope of what could be The hate consumes me and I'm dragged to hell Forever, my future is bleak My senses fading, my suffering is at the peak I try to breathe in night but I only seeing red Life is meaningless Death is limitless Push the barrel to my fucking head I am the hammer, I am the nail None of it matters I can't fucking feel at all I am the hammer, I am the nail None of it matters I can't fucking feel at all Life is meaningless Death is limitless I've burnt the bridges Push the barrel to my fucking head Deep down in the mud I'm fucking worthless Deep down in the mud my existence Hatred seeping from my mortal flesh Taking the last breath inside as I'm suffering Black lotus Rip it from my fucking lungs As I fail to ascend into the light Black lotus Inverted flesh that shows no bounds The thorns cut deep with intent Injecting sin into my fucking crown