I complicate whichever way I try to go I get in the way I question to the point I'd never know If I was in love I talk about it but I'm not complaining The clouds look like rain But it's not raining Darling I want you to see it's permanent Changes are waking in me it's different I will not self destruct And I do not need to destroy us In my head I've gone back and forth 'Til I was out of breath My old ways were temporary Like the twilight as it fades I talk about it but I'm not complaining So much to explain But I'm not explaining [Chorus]