I don't know how else to put this It's taking me so long to do this I'm falling asleep, but I can't see straight My muscles feel like I may lay Body is curled in a you shape I put up my best, but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe its time I saw the world I'm only here for a while patience its not my style and I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I supposed to want now what am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following soothing directions I crawled up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over-existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm ready to die in obscurity 'cause I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I supposed to want now? what am I supposed to do? You still don't think I'm gonna see this through Tell me I am part of history Tell me I can have it all And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go Uh Yeah Uh Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go Still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go Still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go Still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go Still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go