I didn't wanna hurt myself I didn't wanna hurt anyone else I just wanted the love of a man And that's where my trouble began I didn't wanna be in pain I didn't wanna throw it away I didn't wanna feel so insane I didn't want things to end up this way I just wanted him to hold my hand I just wanted to be in his plans I just wanted him to understand I just wanted the love of a man I just wanted the love of a man I didn't think it all through I just wanted to feel close to you I was so numb to the core I just wanted to open the door I didn't mean to give so much away I didn't wanna feel this change I didn't wanna be in this place I didn't want things to end up this way I just wanted him to hold my hand I just wanted to be in his plans I just wanted him to understand I just wanted the love of a man I just wanted to feel something I didn't wanted to burn our sting I thought I could drink from this cup But the poison is tearing me up Is tearing me up I just wanted him to hold my hand I just wanted to be in his plans I just wanted him to understand I just wanted the love of a man I didn't wanna hate myself I didn't wanna hate anyone else I didn't wanna throw so much way I just wanted the love of a man I just wanted the love of a man