I used to walk up to your door Eager to see your face Now I stand outside and weep Longing for your warm embrace The house where you once lived Now stands as a silent shroud I must go on, honoring my youth I know you would be proud But I'm so scared My body turns to ice I feel so small I need the peace of your eyes I've lost faith in empty promises of heaven Your soul, a mistery, nowhere to be seen No signal Still, I set your glass at the table Hoping you'll join us If only in my dreams Your picture, a constant companion A reminder of memories so clear As I stood there by your side In that cold, unforgiving light A part of me was dying too Give me strength to fight